Sunday, October 23, 2005 @7:32 pm
i've never dreaded graduation so badly.
sorry people but this is again, about band.
I just came back from Rondeau Camp 2. Prolly the first to leave and to reach home. Unwillingly. stupidly too, cos i asked my parents to pick me up la. and i missed celebrating Cheng Yee's birthday, which was one of the most anticipated events la. but i knew my mom would be pissed, so i went off. if not she'd take it out on my dad. hmmm. think she already did. grumpy cos she's sleepy, so fierce to him la. haa. as usual. oh well. it's not quite fun being around them when they're tired.
and to Cheng, SORRY, and i know your birthday is TOMORROW, BUT HAPPPPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -hugggggg-
I dread rondeau, Rondeau is in a month's time. A MONTH. HOW??? i'm not that stressed, i just hope i wont be too overwhelmed on that day and start crying la. i feel like crying now already. after breaking camp, my heart seems to be aching simply cos i miss those people. And after graduation, i wont be able to just pop by at the clubhouse everyday, seeing all my crazy band mates and 'siao-ing' together, and we wont be spending time together EVERYDAY like we used to. Any idea how sad that is?
I don't wanna leave. I so will miss the people in my batch la. So much. And Mr Merrill Chia and Mr Alwyn Tan! thanks so much for your guidance and being like bros to me, and taking care of me whether i'm physically or emotionally sick. It's been a pleasure being your secretary, and it's been a pleasure working with you all. And to the rest of the Rondeau comm as well, thanks thanks, especially those like Fatt and Sam who have been with us since the Main Comm 2004/2005 was formed. We all stuck thru thick and thin together, and i really really do appreciate that!
To my darling and extremely beloved section: LawFatt, Peee, Leen, Szeto, ShuQin, Brian.
I AM SO GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU LA. sob. i will come back and visit, that's for sure. brian and shuqin, once we're gone, there are only two of you left, must 撑下去 okay?? We will be back la we promise.
To Lawfatt and Peee: We've been through so much since first year la! and we're still here. congrats. and i love you both. very much. -hugg-
to Szeto and Leen: damn happy to have you two join us from second year onwards la. damn damn happy. we're like crazy idiots right?? BUT WE ROCK LA. hahahaha
To the rest of the clique: we'll always be the clique. =D
to the rest of NPCB. Words cannot express how much i love this band la. you guys have this amazing thing that makes me feel happy to seek shelter at, from school work, from people in school and everything. You just make my day all the time (though some times you make me angry too, but ya) and i know it's a bit too early to be emo la. but i'm feeling like this everyday, and i just wanna spend as much time with all of you while i still can.
the entry sounds juvenile-ly emo la. but it hits my heart. rock bottom.